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SilenceThe full night clouds grow thin,As the sun breaks the horizon,And cuts through the icy morning air.It's light caresses my unconscious being,But I do not awake,For the call of a dream is far stronger.The sun does not wait for me.Rising in the sky,It lets the world know that now is the timeTo awake,To celebrate,To mourn.The moons spell is broken,Life awakens me, my reality awaits,Facing the faces that Haunt me.Yearning for the ones, me dreams tease me,Yearning for the ones that I cannot see.
BrokenThis moment is silent.Like shattering glass frozen in time,If no one is around to hear your heart Break,Does it make a sound?Push play,And you'll watch as the shards rain onto the concrete floor,Falling apart,In a moment of emotion,In a moment of freedom.Control is lost.This moment is silent.
TreesOur love is like trees,Budding with hopes and dreams,Wet with dew in the morning of spring.Every morning like a breath of fresh air.Sweetened words you have said to meSpread through my heart, the roots on this tree,Knitting themselves through the softened ground of my very being,Free.My soul, separated by distance,Hollow.Growing, growing, The branches reach for the sky,They never stop growing, They never wonder why,Sometimes shaken by a darkened starlit sigh,But we stay there standing tall and strong.Every branch, a memory that has taken me from my day,Every day, I remember you just as you were, and again I say,Every day I love you so and I watch each memory grow,Under this tree I lay.Our love, It's like this tree,Budding with hopes and dreams,Blooming from the branches of memories,Standing here for all to see,Basking in the sunlight of your smile.
Things You Can't SayYou're standing in the rain outside of our door,suitcase in hand, more of a clenched fist reallyI'm begging you, to come back in before it poursBut I know life's not that kind,and you're not that blindI'm screaming your name from the safety of our house,you don't hear my voice, or maybe you're not listening"Baby, come back in, we can fix this all somehow"But you just shake your head,turned around, and then said"There's things you can't say,but you can't take them back.Sorry's not okay,and this is the end"I can feel the rain at my feet as you talk to me,still afraid to believe, that you are really leaving meBut you know what's good for you,and I know that too"Honey, I know I said some things I didn't mean,but I know, you know, that they were never true.Remember the past, all the things that we have seen"You just let some tears slide,tell me I have liedI grab your wrist and try to pull you back to our homeYou shake me off, crying and laughing at the same timeStep
The one thing that mattered..I have lost so much of myself up until now. I believe, when we experience pain, it will eventually leave us...but when it leaves, you're not the same person anymore.. I wonder why I miss the past although the present is 10 times brighter.. I admit, I've lost part of myself, but I'm reviving it now. That fear of "nothing matter" is disappearing... because I know there is one thing that mattered 10 years ago. ...that childhood dream has always been on my mind, more than any contentment in this world. and the the fact that I did't let go, is the reason for my strength. Now that I'm alone, all I hear are the voices of people reminding me of the difficultly of this life ..and.. words of support from friends and fans. and.. That one loud voice of my 12-year old self pushing me to keep it all up. I should probably end this pathetic talk and go back to work.. butI just want you to wait for me, the reason why I'm taking time, is because of the quality of my